i'm heartbroken

source:

xfactor won't be the same without her! i will miss you, rachel crow!

can't wait to get married

really -- that handsome guy in the picture can't wait to get married! and i thought girls would be the ones dying to do it, but my guy is seriously one of a kind! i love him so much and i ALSO can't wait to get married and spend the rest of my life with him!

so far, we have been thinking of marrying december '12 because he has family in germany that would like to attend and i have my family in brazil that i want to come as well... we don't want a big party, but my husband-to-be has many, many friends, so we're thinking 100... and we're thinking of going with navy blue& white theme... ahhh i never thought planning a wedding would be that hard... any tips on how to keep my sanity? lol

what matters the most is that when the party is over, i get to go home with this gorgeous guy:

and he'll be mine for eternity!