Sunday, April 3, 2011

i'm a world map in a body... seriously.

why i say that, you ask me? well, i know exactly where i was born (who doesn't!) and how i was raised, and it's funny because i never had problems with that before, until i became a teenager and didn't know how to describe myself. 

"what are you?" people would ask me and i had no idea how to define myself. like, for real, no idea. i know i'm mixed, but only later in life i learned how mixed i was. try super mixed. 
let's start from the beginning, alright? i'm from brazil, born and raised there. it's beautiful, i love it, love the language (portuguese!), the people are really nice and always so energetic. 

rio de janeiro, my hometown.



okay so about that i am very, very sure. when i moved to the us, people literally couldn't define what i was, and they were very interested in all that mix so i scheduled a talk with my mama and asked her what was really bothering me, "what the heck am i?" okay, so here is what i discovered about me: my dad's family came from turkey (i knew that already), my mom's family from spain, portugal and africa. i was born in brazil. 

"so," i started, "what does that make me?" and she gladly replied. "an international person?"

my international self
yes, i guess that's a good enough answer. so all ye nations, embrace me. i probably have a little bit of you in my blood, too.

2 comments:

KimberlyInSEA said...

Haha oh goodness I can understand! I'm Spanish (we have something in common there) and Filipino, but was adopted by Americans of Irish ancestry, and raised in the US. So then of course when I moved to Sweden, I was the epitome of complicated :-)

Have a great week!

Bela said...

Well dear,

In my opinion it's great to have a bit of everybody in your blood, it's makes you unique. People like us, have a special view of the world and life as well.
Besides that, I see that you have a special and exotic beauty :)